矫情，
有人对我解释曰：
“做作 扭捏 不塌实 无理取闹 强词夺理
娇情，就像一句俗话说的一样，肩不能担担，手不能提提篮
矫情就是臭美的意思
主要是指无理取闹~~！”

难道我是这样一个人吗！！！！？？？！！！:em220::em220::em220::em220:

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远处西沉的斜阳如暮
刺眼的光线穿透了厚重的黑森林
折射在寒冷的空气中
便成为了彩虹般绚丽的昙花一现
而大地的积雪还没有消融
日精和月华，海角或天涯

Empyrium--A WinterSunset...
——连绵的森林不知道何处是尽头
金色的落日给大地涂上一层灿烂的辉煌
忧伤的浪漫主义弥漫其中

苍白、悲伤、萧瑟
一切变得如此美丽...
这种美丽不是来自苦情式得悲吟
而是来自岁月得逝去、生命得无奈，来自冬日萧瑟的苍白！

快乐总是如此短暂易逝
如同春日的鲜花，还未来得及盛放便凋零；
忧伤却常驻在我灵魂的深处
－－那个阳光照耀不到的角落

春天的鲜花、夏日的繁茂
终逃不过秋日得凋零和冬日得荒芜
正如人生
－－生命的乐苦终逃不过最终的死亡
一切终将结束

也许，结局之后仍然有轮回，
但那只不过是另一个悲伤的旅程......

[color=Black]春怨·改编[/color]

旅程终点：http://www.vvpo.com/vvpoplay/newplay2.asp?id=101903&http=/song4/UUauth/Music/E/Empyrium/A%20Wintersunset/7.wma

也许今天下雨吧，致使我又开始神经错乱

下午QQ改了名字－－度冷丁
度冷丁§止痛药，含有大量吗东篱把酒黄昏后啡

迷幻得，
冰冷得，
麻木得，
压抑得，
窒息得，
安静得，

直至无声无息。。。

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触摸灵魂：http://www.vvpo.com/vvpoplay/newplay2.asp?id=190388&http=/song8/UUauth/vvpo/mortifera/2004%20-%20vastiia%20tenebrd%20mortifera/5.wma

心情不好是一种哲学

我没有烦恼
其实，我天天都有中恐慌得感觉
我有很多压力么？
不清楚－－
或许是不肯承认罢了
有点心烦意乱
却找不到任何头绪
朋友说：
“也许我们太幼稚了，没有什么感受，没有什么见解~~~~”
我不知道该怎么回答她（他）

工作，事业，
生活，家庭，婚姻，
人际，金钱，世界观，人生观...
真真假假，虚虚实实，利用与被利用，欺骗与被欺骗...

爱
狠
憎恶
恶心
喜
怒
哀痛
卑怯
......

看得太清楚，
反省太深刻
没有自省
感到太多得无意义，
无聊，无价值

难道就这么脆弱么

哭
无泪
叹
无气

我要挣脱

一切都没有定数~~~~~也许

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心情在线：http://www.vvpo.com/vvpoplay/newplay2.asp?id=190387&http=/song8/UUauth/vvpo/mortifera/2004%20-%20vastiia%20tenebrd%20mortifera/4.wma

自从我申请了这个BLOG，音乐盒子功能就一直在改进中，无法让我得BLOG富有音乐得生命~~~~~无奈

晦涩得天空，沉闷得气息！！！雨一下不可收拾。
很爽，很爽。
不过到现在雨也没有听，致使我无法回家，这是很头疼得~~~~:em210::em210:

And again the moon is on the wave, gliding gently into me,

on silent wings the night comes from there,
as my heart longs to thee...

..for in my hand I still hold the rose that froze long times ago,
its leafs have withered, it ceased to grow - left in me is woe.

The wine of love, is o so sweet, but bitter is regret,
I knew at sunset I would meet the ascending veils of dread.

Before my eyes nocturnal curtains fall,
The dark and gentle haze of the night, greedily devours all.

[The Night:]
"Woe to him whose heart is filled with bitter rue and who drowns in grief"

Ensemble of Silence

In the silence of the night I loose myself,
it makes me drunken with its sweet blue sound.

In the drunk'ness of solitude
I fear no more the solemn realms of death
No single sigh from my lips as I drink the wine of bitterness
My heart is aching nevermore
for I know that all may end
Just I and the poetry of the night
Now forever one....

Just I and the poetry of the night, now forever one,
The ensemble of silence plays so beautiful for me...

静默之声

手中依然紧握把早已冰冷凋谢的玫瑰
它的叶子已经枯萎
它停止了生长
………………
留给我的只有悲哀和酸楚
……
爱的酒是那么芳香
但痛苦是一种遗憾
夜里当我的泪帘落下之前
黑暗和夜的淡淡薄雾
弥漫了一切……
悲哀占据了我那颗充满了痛苦和悔恨的心
我淹没在悲痛之中……
黑夜我在静默中放纵自己
……
甜美的蓝色之声让我陶醉
陶醉……
在孤独的深渊中
我不再对静默的死亡之神有任何的畏惧
饮下那辛酸的酒
我连一声叹息都无法发出
……
心已经疼的无以复加
……
……
我知道
一切都结束了
结束了
……
留给我的只有那诗意的夜晚
亘古不变……
不变……
……
静默之声为我奏响最美丽的音符……

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“静默之声”接线：http://www.vvpo.com/vvpoplay/newplay2.asp?id=101909&http=/song4/UUauth/Music/E/Empyrium/Songs%20of%20Moors%20%20Misty%20Fields/6.wma

Manchmal wenn Sie schlaft
(English translation)

Sometimes while she sleeps, I don't risk getting tired, because in death there will be enough time to relax.
My glances fall on her and my thoughts begin taking new path.

Sometimes while she sleeps, I think of dreams,
who themselves cannot give her peace in sleep.

Sometimes while she sleeps, I see shadows
hunting her from behind her eyelids

Sometimes while she sleeps, I call for the rain
to fall softly upon her.

Sometimes while she sleeps, it drops on her face,
to cool her eyes red from weeping.

Sometimes while she sleeps wild wine rushes
and wild ivy covers her.

Sometimes while she sleeps, I lay
blue flowers on her heart.

Sometimes while she sleeps, I am the rain
falling softly upon her.

And Sometimes while she sleeps her hair smells
like freshly fallen leaves.

Sometimes while she sleeps, the rain keeps falling,
so that she musn't cry anymore.

Sometimes while she sleeps the leaves keep falling
so she musn't fall herself.

Sometimes while she sleeps, I think of the sea,
holding powers which know no mercy

Sometimes while she sleeps, the lightning unveils a smile
(perhaps) finally promising peace

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在线试听http://www.vvpo.com/vvpoplay/vvpo_play_1.asp?http=/song5/UUauth/om-mp3/N/Nargaroth/Geliebte%20Des%20Regens/2.wma&id=115973

没有两个月的纪念照，只能发满月时候拍的了！
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